And yes, you are a queen. Don't let them take away who you are.
Jesus made you, don't let them brake you.
You belong to the lover of all Loves.
Thank you for being the first, thank you for loving me though when we were kids we didn't get along so well. Thank you for your beauty.
I miss you and my prayers are always with you.
Let people know what your about hun, sock them with the truth of where you came from. Don't let go of what you believe, I know you wont, your a fighter and have always been hard core.
I'm sorry this is sloppy, Im on the move again tomorrow...
Funny how we turned out no? Gypsies to the bone!! Arrrghhh... shiver me timbers!!
I've got a glass of wine right now... Cheers to you sis, YOUR AMAZING"!
in her eyes are those thoughts
the ones hes been avoiding all this life.
he doesn't know why, but tonight
he is miles away from familiar ground.
She holds his face but he can't make out what she says.
her whisper, her touch, begging for home
a place neither have ever known
when they close their eyes they can see it
an orange sunrise cast over turquoise beaches
the smell is so tangible you could almost believe
Once you in hail her fragrant weed
Beautiful because its venomous
Violent because she is uneducated
begging her neighbors to take interest
in the treasures she displays at her breast
he'll for that moment believe
And in her is where he plants his seed
He looks down to where she is spread
never cared to ask what it was she said
Neglecting to thank her for her occupation
the joy of knowing you once lived without regret
and all it cost you was your consent
Dream dreamer of her jeweled neck
The drop of perspiration dripping down her back
Believe believer in her jealous seas
tremble all who are on deck
not a soul is free from the shade of her beauty
but the infant conceived
So some guy shaved my back the other day, and last night another stabbed me in tha face with two huge needles... more on that later.
So I know a lot of my close friends have been meaning to talk to me about something. I have morbid humor, not that what I wrote do I think is in anyway funny, it hurt like hell! But in general I find the things that excite my laughter are to most people morbid, or just plane stupid.
I would like to apologies in advance for my blog in that case, pls try and understand, this blog is home for now... I keep those sweetish things that tickle my fancy here.
In other news, tomorrow I'll be saying "tchau" to Rio and "Oi" to Sao Paulo where I doubt I'll be online much.
I would like to say a huge I love you to all the amazing people here in the VG home.
"I am going to miss you guys a lot"! Your very dear to me.
Its hard to pick out just what it is I'll miss most, the music, the beer, all the people in my home... Every time I go out I try to take in the sights as much as I can, Rio is SO beautiful.
I can honestly say the best birthday of my life thus far has been here, waking up on that Mountain with Rafa to my left and Mala snoozing softly to my right, the misty air we took in with deep breaths on that AMAZING yet long walk home. Chillin, waiting while Rach does her set, you have an Amazing voice Rach, I hope some day every one gets to hear more of it...miss you guys sooo much.
I love you... deep breaths now....deep breaths.
most of my girl friends are on the bigger side, not fat or chunky, just... well rounded, full... BUt thats Just how Brazilian guys like it which is one thing I will miss most about Brazil. Guys here even like muscles on girls.
But something that a lot of bigger girls think and ALWAYS talk about, is the seeming "fact" that guys like weaker woman, not just physically, but often mentally as well.
So who better to ask then a guy and from what I gather, guys are more willing to tell the truth then we are to listen.
I was super happy to find two great guys who openly shared the TRUTH, and nothing but the truth so help them God.
I spent some time sorting through data and here is what I got, to all you chicks who think its in to be slim...
? ) y do guys like weak girls??
J ) so they dont kick our butts...
J )I guess its just the guys you know are silly, they dont like a strong woman, Most men do though, some guys are just insecure about them selves and need to feel strong...so they go to whinny women .... I don't like them tho
J ) but you rock and thats all that matters ....I hope one day you find a guy like me.
Me) Haha, So do I.
? ) y do guys like.. weak, gragille little girls? Fragile*
S )who's fragile...are you talking bout mentally, or physically?
Me ) both
S ) hmm me personally i don't like weak minded chics, they bother me...body wise, you can do a whole lotta position with a lil chic. but she can't be fragile or tht just defeats the purpose.
Me ) Haha, foolish, but yeah I always thot that.
S ) it really depends fer wut though, and also the kind of guy.
Me ) I guess, just seems most guys like small girls.
S ) well depends fer wut though a relationship or sexual. regardless if she's big or small she should be good in bed.
S ) Also, the guy will be concerned if ur wanting more from him emotionally, most guys aren't down for that. More emotionally evolved girls are usually the ones looking for those sort of things.
Me ) what if she is just frisky, and very giving in bed? Will you presume she wants more from you??
S ) yea, anything.. as soon as a guy senses tht, he'll put up that wall.
Herm, now here are just two guys, not all think alike, but to me these were very honest answers. I also think its about how u carry yourself girls, you have to know what to do with what God gave you AMEN!!
Forgive the foolish videos, we were having a free day and could find nothing better to do. I' don't normally act flertty...was just trying it on. no?? sob...
To me, Perl is THE perfect shape, but others could think she is lacking 10 kls in which case she would be me HAHAHA...you say tomatto I say tomatoo...
Anyway, GUYS, tell her she is beautiful and beautiful she'll be.attention
But first things first, hit the beach YOU Sexy Animals You!!
So THEN I took off and I'm glad I did. SP is pretty freaking cool, but not so much the place as the people, the just crazy, weird, strange, hippie people who didn't seem to give a damn about anything other then Jesus, trees and every opportunity hey could find to get dirty. Like the time when a rain storm hit and on impulse Shawn through off the balcony a huge black tarp. It was as if he had been waiting for that rain storm his whole life. We all helped slide the tarp down the hill and every one took turns sliding (throwing each other) down the hill side. Now sliding is a nice word, but really, once you hit the end of the tarp you don't stop. A whole bunch of clay, mud, sticks and rocks are waiting to take you ALL the way down. Thank the Lord my arms and legs were already destroyed by the "sparkling adventure" we took up a wild Mountain. There were more things to keep you fro getting to the top then there where to assist you in the climb. I'm telling you that jungle was so think I couldn't see the person five feet directly in front of me. So now my bum was matched with the rest of me.
The rain subsided about as quickly as it began so I was able to get some shots. Notice all the sexy guys... AMEN??
Anyway, I know what your thinking, ''YOU Bohemian Animals''! But verily I say unto you, we did more then just exhaust every possibility for a good time. There were moments loving The Lord under a blanket of crystal stars, monopoly games that never met their end, and towers of dominoes that we sent crashing to extinction, accept for this rare beauty that I was able to steal forever in time.
Anyway, I hope that will keep your greedy little interests at bay long enough for me to find out just what the heck I'm going to do with the next chapter of my life. Love and Sparkling Adventures to you all.
oh yeah, we ate a lot of pizza